From top to bottom. Bottom to top.

Years passed.
Yet people change all the way.
Things changed.
They changed.
I changed.

Most of my life in secondary school is about CRSC/C
The very highlight in my life.
Learn a lot these years.
Experienced a lot.
See people in different faces.
It's all so common to me now.

First time be a trainer for a team.
Was afraid i can't do it well and disappoint everyone
So i try my really best to achieve what we want.
NCA 2013. Demoteam
left me with blissful memories.

Two years doing the same thing.
Trained in different ways.
But all my memories stay in the first year.
Of course.
All of us think the same.
Best memories cannot be created, it comes naturally.
We were lucky to have this one chance to be a team
Not with anyone else.
No matter how not good we are, we still did our best.
The spirit of us will never die.
I hope.

You all chose to trust the one instead of trusting my words.
It hurts, indeed.
You all ever thought me having the attitude towards this,
Hurts more.
You all say I'm stubborn, but did you all ever try your best to understand my feelings ?
Stubborn or not, can't define by others. You don't know what that person feeling, what she thinking, what she facing...
Everything happens for a reason.
Some people might just lost their mind and too late to know the reason

Betrayal. Got used to it.
No one stand by my side.
I'll learn to be independent.
Handle everything by myself.
Don't trust anyone except yourself.

I will never forgive the one that ruined my life,
The one that ruined my dreams,
The one that ruined my future plan,
The one that shouldn't exist in my life and make me in a mess.
The one that block me, always.

Can't wait to runaway from here.
Start a new life.