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Year 1 in med school finally passed

Didn't did well in the 1st Professional Exam and failed at the borderline

Went for viva and yet I was too nervous

was really disappointed and regret that i missed the chance

end up got to take the remedial exam and so i PASSED :)

"Failure is the key to success."

This is so true because throughout the remedial study, i learned much more and understand everything better than previous

Staying at home everyday for almost 3 months (it's so long because i had remedial study)

sitting in front of the study table whenever i'm not sleeping or eating or bathing

skin became so fair because i never exposed to the sun

muscles all gone because i seldom workout

had only one or two meals a day because i'm not moving around and wouldn't feel hungry 

閉關的生活誰能理解 ._.

When you fall, you'll work harder than anyone else.

This path is so tough for a not-so-good-in-studies-person like me

sometimes might just go into a depression state 

i hate myself for not having good memorizing skills

maybe because i still can't find the right way to do it

but i know i can't give up for many reasons, and this is how i become stronger.

The day after 1st Professional Exam ended. Feel extremely exhausted after brainstorming but still able to take a few group photos :B

Going to 2nd year of MBBS in June
I'm so excited because finally i'm approaching the more clinical phase
something more than just studying the theories in year 1.
Promise to do better and better :)
FIGHTING !

我不想猶豫
請你讓我堅決一點。

有那麽幾次
因爲你説的話
還真的有點傷人
是很難受
可我卻選擇不坦白我的感受
那句話 不管我多想把它刪除
連回音都依然那麽清晰
從你口中而出 讓我更難受
我不喜歡當出氣筒
但我也不喜歡跟別人吵架
也許沉默就是金。

不斷嘗試著傾訴自己的心情
可是一直辦不到
不懂得如何完完全全去描述
好多事情藏在心裏好久
想説 也沒適合的人聆聽
所以我告訴了黑暗。